00003

"Life is precious because it ends."

Boring twenty-4

Balak ko talaga mag palit ng layout eh.. kaso nakakatamad hahaha Bat ganun puro na lang katamaran ang laman ng blog ko hahahha anyways. Wala talaga akong balak magpublish ng bagong blog entry pero feeling ko kasi obligasyon ko to. Go lang XD Kahit wala naman talaga ako sasabihin dahil paulit-ulit lang naman ung ginagawa ko ngayong Christmas break.

TULOG~~~~> KAIN~~~~> BASA~~~~> KAIN~~~~> NUOD~~~~> KAIN~~~~> TULOG

Cycle yan xD

Tapos mamaya pasko na... Ewan, hindi ko na masyado feel ung pagpapasko. Siguro nga dahil wala na kong natatangap na regalo galing sa mga ninong ninang ko. Hindi na uso magregalo pag  malaki na inananak mo eh... xD Pero hindi parin, siguro dahil boring lang  hindi katulad nung mga nakaraang pasko na umaalis kami ng bahay pumupunta sa kamag-anak. nakakamiss din ung mga ganun. Ung meron kang inaabangan. 

Sana nasa lumang bahay parin kami ngayon at dun magpapasko, ung bahay na malapit sa mga high school friends ko. Kasi naman ngayong college halos lahat ng mga kasama ko sobrang lalayo ng bahay tas ung iba umuwi pa sa probinsya nila. Alam mo yun? Masarap gumala pagkasama mo friends mo kahit walang pera XD.

Kahapon pala bumili ako bago libro :) nagfefeeling bookworm hahaha. Pede ko rin namang naman basahin ung libro sa pdf pero iba parin paglibro eh xD Excited na ko matapos ung libro na hindi. Magulo no!? kasi naman pagnatapos  mo nganga na hahaha. At isa pa gusto ko na rin gamitin ung planner hahahaha  perstime eh... sana magamit ko ng maayos i mean hindi ko kasi alam talaga kung pano gamitin un eh.. oh well.. looking forward :)) Basta excited ako

(imagine niyo na lang may picture kunyari)

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Wish List

Malapit na magpasko kaya gagawa na ko ng wish list..

Yan ang sabi ni webster, a list of desired but often realistically unobtainable items

ANU DAW!?!? death wish ba to? xD

anywaysss, ayako ma badtrip dahil lang kay webster. Ayaw kong masira ang napakaganda kong araw or gabi? :) basta ang alam ko mapapasakin din tong mga bagay na to hahahahahha. Ayaw kong mag-expect, pero di bale na, pasko na naman eh... :))

Here i go..

JS Leopard

Codes Combine Gladiators Sandals

Galaxy player

Choker necklace

leather pants

hoddie

na mention ko na ba n gusto ko magkaaso? :)

Hindi naman ako materialistic, slight lang hahahahah... pabayaan niyo na ko :))

00002

“If you feel frustrated, do something about it.”

The Secret Language

By: Luisa A. Igloria

I have learned your speech,
Fair stranger; for you
I have oiled my hair
And coiled it tight
Into a braid as thick
And beautiful as the serpent
In your story of Eden

For you, I have covered
My breasts and hidden,
Among the folds of my surrendered
Inheritance, the beads
I have worn since girlhood.

It is fifty years now
Since the day my father
took me to the school in Bua,
A headman's terrified
Peace-gift. In the doorway,
The teacher stood, her hair
The bleached color of corn,
Watching with bird-eyes.

00001

This World definitely isn't easy

"Since I’m a man, I suppress it all, I endure it all."

A Day in My Life

Recently masyado kong pinoproblema ung pera. Kaya ung may nagabot ng flyer sa labas ng school tungkol sa partime job ayun pinatulan na sayang naman eh.. So ayun kasama ko ung dalawa kong kaklase, tinawagan namin ung contact no. at may lalaking (tawagin natin siyang kuya A) sumagot. Nagtanung kami tungkol sa nature of work tas ang sabi ni kuya mag-eencode daw at magaasisst ng client. So ayun Nagtanung pa kami ng mga ilang  tanong at sabi niya magkita na lang kami para sa orientation. Sinet niya ung meeting place namin sa Robinsons Galleria, okay na sana pero mali pala kami ng napuntahan na Robinson XD naging comedy pa tuloy, moving on so humingi kami ng pasensya kay kuya A dahil naligaw nga kami tas sabi niya hihintayin niya parin daw kami dun. Ewan ko pero parang nagalangan na ako nun pero basta. Nagadventure muli kami at this time tama na ung napuntahan namin . Tas nagkita na nga kami tas dinala niya kami dun sa office. Pagdating namin ewan ko, parang hindi office yun eh.. ewan basta xD. Maraming mamahaling kotse siyang pinakita at pinakilala niya rin ung ilang may-ari. Sinabi niya na millones ung kinakita nung ibang nagtratrabaho sa companya. 

Marami siyang pinakilala, iba-ibang klase ng mga tao. basta pareparehas lang sila ng gustong sabihin sumali kami. Ewan ko pero dumating sa punto na gusto kong sumali na pero meron kasing problema ung membership fee. Napakaganda kasi ng sinasabi nila para bang nakakaenganyo, totoong nakakasilaw. Pero alam mo yun nag-iisip parin ako kung ano talaga gagawin ko. Hanggang ngayon nagiisip parin ako. Pero alam mo ung me bumubulong deep inside my mind ituloy kahit wala akong pang membership, na gumawa ako ng paraan, kahit na hindi magandang paraan.

Ang galing nila basta ang hirap i-explain. Ewan ko mali kasi ung dating nila pero nakakahikayat. Arrggghhh... Nalilito ako, once for all i need to decide....

Oh.. matalinong andrew sapian mo ko xD

So ayun nga, nagbasa-basa rin ako ng ilang reviews tungkol sa company na un (ayakong pangalanan) medyo hindi maganda pangalan nila. Ewan ko hindi ko naman sinasabi na scam un pero alam mo un? nung inexplain nila ung paraan kung paano kumikita medyo nag-alangan ako. Sabihin na nating me products sila pero sa tingin ko ung focus nila eh.. networking (tama ba? basta un na un ung me upline saka downline) at matalino naman ako para mapansin na pinapaikot lang nila ung pera mula sa mga ma rerecruit galing sa membership fee. Ewan pero that's not my point. Ang pinaka nakakainis sakin, mukha silang pera. ewan ko basta ganun. Totoong mahalaga ang pera at hindi masama maghangad pero alam mo un parang nabubuhay lang sila para kumita? Tas gusto pa nila ipamukha na naging milyonaryo ung walang pinagaralan FUCK. Mali eh... parang sinasabi nila na wag na kami magaaral. Na mas malaki pa kinikita nila sa mga professional, para sakin hindi nila deserve ang kintatayuan nila kung sino man sila. pareparehas lng silang mukhang pera. Kahit balibaligtarin mo para sakin ang pangit ng pananaw nila sa buhay. 

Alam mo un naramdaman ko kung gaano ko kagusto magkapera kanina kung gaano nakakainggit pero ung nakikita mo ung pananaw nila sa buhay na para bang nabubuhay na lang para sa pera. Natutunan ko makuntento sa kung anong meron ako....

"If you want to know what God thinks of money, just look at the people he gave it to."

Guy like me

By: 100%

It was hard, wasn’t it? Dating a guy like me

Because I didn’t do anything good for you

I don’t have the confidence to hold onto you anymore

But why are you holding my hand even tighter?

A bad guy who never knew your heart

that’s me

A good-for-nothing guy

who never said he loved you – that’s me

Before I change my mind, before I hold onto you,

Please go on your way without looking back

A guy like me, a guy like me

Don’t even think about dating a guy like me again

A guy like me, a guy like me – no

A guy like me, a guy like me

A guy who doesn’t deserve to love you

A guy like me

Until when are you gonna be like this?

When I tell you to go, please go

Before I get any angrier, stop crying

Why are you acting like a little child?

Lupang Tigang

Katamaran at it's best hahahaha

Prelims is fast approaching and wala akong pakialam joke hahaha. Walang buhay ang life ko hindi ko alam kung bakit?! Bakit walang drama buhay ko gawan niyo ko ng eskandalo hahahha. Gumawa tayo ng mga kalokohan. i-video niyo ang BALIW na si "andrew" habang naglaro ng piko. Tas huhusgaan siya ng taong bayan at haahtulan ng kamatayan xD Siya ay ibibigti sa ilalim ng puno ng kamatis gamit ang sinulid. Minsan naisip ko tuloy kung meron bang mga taong naging masaya dahil naging parte ako ng buhay nila? Natuwa ba sila dahil nakilala nila ang isang walang kwentang nilalang, nilalang na walang alam sa pag-ibig. Pag-ibig na susi ng lahat. Ang magbubuklod sa bawat isa. Isa lang ako, isa lang akong tao. Taong maraming gustong gawin sa buhay, pero NAKAKATAMAD.

• Gusto ko mag-aral xD jk nag-aaral naman ako eh.. xD 
• Teach me Wushu and b-boying. 
• Improve my skills in Putoshop (Photoshop) and Acad (Autocad) basics lang ang ako
• HTML and java scripts... chix tong dalawa xD
• Create kpop dance cover, Kevs lang yan hahaha
• Write Fanfictions... kevs lang rin
• To have my concert hahahhaha
• Before i forget "Fly to korea"
• Learn hangul :))
• Be a medtech, 1 year down almost 3 to go
• Maka-uno sa eng hahaha
• Star in my own drama xD
• Maging CEO ng Sm group of companies
• Someone give me a Dog "JINDO" :))

This was really fun to write hahahaha natawa ako sa mga sinulat ko. Sa ngayon yan palang gusto ko mangyari sa buhay ko. Ewan ko ba sa sarili kong anung gusto ko. The feature slides are still untouch paki niyo? hahaha. I'm planning to add a page for links/resources/goodies or whatsoever pero nakakatamad kasi.. sira pa laptop ko. hay...

Disorganized thoughts hahahaha

I am Good

I was recently told of an African tribe that does the most beautiful thing.

When someone does something hurtful and wrong, they take the person to the center of town, and the entire tribe comes and surrounds him. For two days they’ll tell the man every good thing he has ever done.

The tribe believes that every human being comes into the world as GOOD, each of us desiring safety, love, peace, ...

happiness.

But sometimes in the pursuit of those things people make mistakes. The community sees misdeeds as a cry for help.

They band together for the sake of their fellow man to hold him up, to reconnect him with his true Nature, to remind him who he really is, until he fully remembers the truth from which he'd temporarily been disconnected: "I AM GOOD".

Source: Dharma Comics
Photo by Hugh Sitton (Getty Images)

Blahgger

Wala ako maititle..... hahahaha

Hooray!!! walang pasok kahapon, ngayon at bukas XD
And welcome December :)

Anu ba sasabihin ko? Long weekend puro facebook, tumblr at youtube.. awhh i miss twitter . Ganun parin routine ko stalker mode hahahahah. LOL  tas tuwing gabi babasa ng fanfic pampaantok.
Speaking of stalking. May bagong apple of the eye si andrew xD. AOA Angel of ace they're so pretty

Pocket of Hapiness

who cares about the boring title....
Yeah procrastinating again xD

Kagabi, after 2 weeks of planning, natuloy na ung lamon namin.
Uhm. actually tatlo lang talaga kami hahaa Oh... well the more the merrier pede na rin xD. So ayun may bonus pa kagabi. Parang isang normal na araw lang nung mga nakaraang buwan. Walang special.
Bumilis nanaman ang takbo ng oras kagabi. Wala pa kaming 1 hr magkakasama. Wala masyadong napag-usapan na para bang nung isang araw magkakablock pa kami. O dahil ung topic namin kasama namin kahahapon hahahah  Peace friend ((:

10 Things Your Dog Would Tell You..

 I've seen this post a lot of times. Even though i don't own a dog right now, I think this should be in my blog . I'll be adopting one in the near future. :))

1. My life is likely to last 10 to 15 years. Any separation from you will be painful: remember that before you get me.
2. Give me time to understand what you want of me.
3. Place your trust in me- it is crucial to my well being.
4. Do not be angry at me for long, and do not lock me up as punishment.
5. You have your work, your entertainment,and your friends. I only have you.
6. Talk to me sometimes. Even if I don’t understands your words, I understand your voice when it is speaking to me.
7. Be aware that how ever you treat me, I will never forget.
8. Remember before you hit me that I have teeth that could easily hurt you, but I choose not to bite you because I love you.
9. Before you scold me for being uncooperative,obstinate,or lazy, ask yourself if something might be bothering me. Perhaps I might not be getting the right food, or I have been out too long, or my heart is getting to old and weak.
10. Take care of me when I get old; you too will grow old. Go with me on difficult journeys. Never say: “I cannot bear to watch” or “Let it happen in my absence.” Everything is easier for me if you are there, even my death. ♥…!!

       

Socially Awkward

I am an introvert. 

That means that when I’m feeling down,

chances are that I won’t actually go to you for help.

In fact, I won’t go to anyone for help. 

You’ll have to actually check on me. 

I don’t feel that I should burden others with my problems but if you come to me, 

I might just trust you enough to let you help.

A note from someone...

I wish that you would grow already......

Magmature ka na...

Wag kang matakot tumayo sa sarili mong mga paa..

Wag ka mahiya bumili mag-isa.

Wag kang kabahan sa bawat pagsakay mo.

Wag ka matakot magbayad.

Wag kang matakot sa pagbabago.

Huwag kang  umasa sa kapwa mo.

Tanggapin mo ang tulong nila.

Pero huwag mong abusuhin.

Tandaan mo hindi habang buhay andyan ang mga kaibigan mo.

Hindi man ngayon pero aalis rin sila.

Kaya Ingatan mo sila.

Pasayahin mo sila.

Huwag mong sayangin ang mga pagkakataon.

Hakuna Matata

tweaking my blog's theme.
I don't have anything to put in the feature slides so it sulks.
Bare with my empty shitty blog.

My mind feels so empty..
But practically i have so much things that i should be worrying right now.
I'm bored with so many things to do.
I'm happy with so much frustration.
and I'm very much rational without a reason.
Prioritizing my time over unworthy things.

My mind keeps reminding me...

That's not how you do things.
You're messing it the wrong way.
Supposedly that's not how you live you're life.
These is how teenagers should be.
You're just an average person
All eyes are on you.
They're dying to see you cry.
You're weak.

But i really don't know...
and i find it hard..
to express myself in words...

Hakuna Matata....

Don't forget me

Random title.....

joke xD hahahha it's not funny.

"You're Mine You're Mine

You are my Baby" - Girls's Day

Sino ba sila? srysly ko sila kilala. Hindi ko alam kung ilang albums ang ni-release nila. Hindi ko alam kung kelan sila nag-debut. Hindi ko kilala ang pangalan ng mga members. Hindi ko alam kung anung mga issue sa kanila well actually balita ko umalis ung isang member xD.

But, that's not the point.....

Let's play the YES or NO game

Rules: you can only say yes once and no once.

            Are you beautiful? ______
            Are you Lying?______    

Vulpini

Cr: Rob Lee

           Ewan ko kung anung trip ko ngayon. Siguro dahil malungkot talaga ako ngayong mga nakaraang araw kaya naalala ko ung dramang pinanood ko. Umiikot ung story niya tungkol sa gumiho. Marami kasing versions ng folklore kung panu magiging tao ung mga gumiho pero according sa story kailangan niya kumain ng 1000 na liver ng lalaki. Ung bidang babae kasi nakaka-999 na liver na 1 na lang kaso kinukuha niya lng ung mga willing na magbigay out of love. Basta XD Ugh... my story telling skills panuorin niyo na lang maganda siya promise. "The thousandth man" nga pala ung title nung palabas.

Putol

ni: Michael Coroza


May kanang paang
                                    putol
sa tambakan
ng basura.
Naka-Niké.
Dinampot
ng basurero.
Kumatas
ang dugo.
Umiling-iling
ang basurero’t
bumulong, “Sayang,
wala na namang kapares.”

2nd Sem Feels

Halos mag iisang buwan palang akong nasa 2nd sem pero bakit ganun parang feeling ko ang tagal-tagal na? Not in a sense na antagal na namin mag-kakasama pero parang ambagal ng oras. Siguro nga ganun talaga pag ayaw mo isang bagay parang the more na gusto mong matapos mararamdaman mo na ang bagal-bagal ng oras samantalang paggusto mo ginagawa mo isang kisap lang ng mata tapos na agad. 

MISS KO NA KAYO!!!!!

(Ngayon lang ako naginarte ng ganito) 

Frustrated B-boy

I've got 30 min to write this post. Sana matapos ko agad....

Uhm.. Gusto to ko talaga maging dancer, particularly B-boying (break dance?) astig kasi wala lang. Naiingit Nainspire kasi ako sa mga napapanood ko. And because I'm too poor to afford some dancing classes, paraparaan lang yan hahahaha me internet naman nag-research ako (salamat Google). Scroll dito scroll doon, hindi naman ako nabigo. 

Mashigit na komplikado pa sa inaakala akala ko ang nilabas ni Mr. Google -_-

Eto mga terms na nahanap ko.

• TOPROCK - The stand-up part of the dance. Very important. This is where you can really let loose and enjoy yourself. It's this part of the dance that you can play with the music a lot.
• DROPS - This gets you from your toprock, down into your footwork.
• FOOTWORK - This is what most people know bboying as. When you are down on the floor (usually on hands and feet) doing a lot of complex looking steps.
• FREEZES - This is the traditional way to finish your throwdown (a throwdown is what we call it when you visit the floor to take your turn)

What is air!?

Okay, katatapos ko lang gumawa ng assignment sa Soc-anthro.

at hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko sa buhay ko. 

Pageksperimentuhan ko na nga lang tong blogger.

Ewan ko, matagal ko ng gustong gumawa ng ganito

      kaso wala akong tiwala sa kakayahan ko mag sulat....

Nang walang kwentang piraso ng Litiraryo(tama ba? the heck di ko alam xD)

Pero tiis hahahaha wala akong pakialam sa sasabihin ng iba

      kahit meron naman talaga.....

Anu ba sinusulat dito? Kadramahan?

boring ng buhay ko, wala pa ko nun hahaha bigyan niyo nga ko....

DAFUQ did i just Write...

nevermind my non-sense